I received a question via email recently that I felt touched on a subject that applies broadly to all of us interested in deep inner work.
We all have certain things that trigger us on a pretty deep level. Often, they only rear their head when we are directly faced with that situation in our lives.
One example for me is anything to do with having blood drawn, or sometimes even the sight of it. It warrants it’s own discussion at another point, but there was a time where even the mention of the word could make me pale and barely able to function.
Some more relate-able examples may be when we have to speak in front of others for work, asking someone out or having a difficult conversation.
The feelings, thoughts, protective mechanisms and everything else that kicks into gear during these moments can be intense, if not downright debilitating. Many of us have an intention, maybe even a need from a personal or professional standpoint, to help alleviate some of this.
One of the great challenges is that these can seem like complete “all or nothing” experiences. When we are not actually in the situation, we are fine, and have very little trace of that experience. Visualizing, meditating and other techniques directed at addressing them may seem like they barely scratch the surface, if the feeling is even accessible at all.
There are many reasons this would make sense, including the mechanisms in us that avoid discomfort. They are certainly not excited about probing into your downright deepest fears and most intense experiences.
Here are some tips to help you engage in productive work that can actually make progress on these issues from a comfortable space, where you are not in the thick of battle. The video expands on these in more detail.
1.Mindset and Approach
It starts with creating a space where such feelings actually can come up, a big enough ‘container’ so to speak, and the right attitude.
Almost any process or call of mine starts with an emphasis on this which you can examine for more of the how-to. There is also a free class recording dedicated primarily to this topic here.
As for as approach: being there to support and alleviate the distress has a MUCH different character than trying to fix or get rid of the feeling.
Imagine a child is in distress and crying. There are multiple ways to get them to stop. Some of them are very aggressive and cause more harm than good in the long run, even though they may temporarily accomplish a quieting. There is also outright ignoring, which many of us do.
Examine how you approach what is going on inside of you, and see if you can conceptualize it like you are approaching a friend or child you care about that is in distress. You will be softer, listening, looking to actually provide a comfort and a genuine sense of support rather than simply ‘making this go away.’
2. Commitment, Willingness
There are a lot of mechanisms in us designed to move away from discomfort. There is a certain amount of showing you are serious by dedicating some time, creating that space and attention.
The willingness to potentially feel some uncomfortable feelings, unpleasant memories, sensations, and whatever else might arise.
3. Acceptance of What You Can’t Control
The particular issue may take some time, there may be multiple layers. You may not be able to get to all of it or get the results you want, even if you are serious and putting in time. Getting frustrated or forcing the issue will only slow down, or potentially stop the process.
4. Your In-Road
There is almost always some memory, some experience, some image, that if you bring it up or look at it (it could literally be a movie, photo, song) will get you in touch with that underlying issue.
Whatever amount of feeling it brings up, if you work with it from there, you’ll begin the process and make progress – even if it’s not super obvious.
The video below discuss these in more detail. Feel free to “like” it or subscribe to the YouTube channel if you are so inclined 🙂
Do you have any other tips, experiences, questions? We can converse in the comments below. Thanks for reading as always!